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Well, now that several ‘crashes’ have been resolved (mostly), I have done the following.<\/em><\/h2>\n
1) Got a good night’s sleep<\/div>\n
2) Went shopping with my restored money card<\/div>\n
3) Woke up early and made real coffee<\/div>\n
4) Took a nice long shower<\/div>\n
5) Decided to entirely re-do my webpage<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Somehow, lethargy, possibly depression, a sense of defeat and not caring anymore had caught me. THe days just slipped away. I know I spent a week in bed with leg muscle aches, and a filthy room with clothes everywhere, and trash piling up. But something changed after Thanksgiving and visiting the Bowery Mission again, seeing how far I’d come. I plowed through some negatives I had and found they started getting resolved as I almost thought they wouldn’t.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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There are still things to resolve but just keeping on the details, even from the edge of Fukidol, have brought me to the point where I can see how easy it will be to just keep on doing what I know needs to be done. And it isn’t DIFFICULT! Heck, most things in my life are not difficult, but thinking makes them so.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Who knows, I might even enjoy Christmas this year.<\/div>\n
I will be 60 years old, which causes me grave concern since I figured I’d be buried by now.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Well here I am, I can’t dance anymore, so I might as well re-design my website. So there. Phhhhbt!<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Well, now that several ‘crashes’ have been resolved (mostly), I have done the following. 1) Got a good night’s sleep 2) Went shopping with my restored money card 3) Woke up early and made real coffee 4) Took a nice long shower 5) Decided to entirely re-do my webpage Somehow, lethargy, possibly depression, a sense…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0,"bgseo_title":"","bgseo_description":"","bgseo_robots_index":"index","bgseo_robots_follow":"follow","footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-87","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry","empty-entry-meta"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.lelanda.com\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/87","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.lelanda.com\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.lelanda.com\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.lelanda.com\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.lelanda.com\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=87"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.lelanda.com\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/87\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":88,"href":"http:\/\/www.lelanda.com\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/87\/revisions\/88"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.lelanda.com\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=87"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}